Friday, May 18, 2007

disillusioned

it is very easy for one to become disillusioned.

disillusioned about things happening, about environment.

one can also be disillusioned about what he/she wants in times of desperation.

like the absence of money. which is essentially the absence of power.

money = power

cos it speaks louder than any languages.

i'm glad i'm strong enough to keep telling myself very consciously not to lose track of my goal and vision.

but i fear that desperation sets in and i sink into a realm of disillusion.

then i'll be back to square one.

which i absolutely do not want.

so i will persevere.



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