time

if you have to go, don't say goodbye

if you have to go, don't you cry

if you have to go, i will get by

someday i'll follow you

see you on the other side

~ For Martha, Smashing Pumpkins

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you spent so much time in life fighting for things, running away from things, living and surviving, that you neglect some things in life that has been there all your life.

then one fine day, it took a hike and went to the other side.

you realised you took it for granted all the time, all the fuckin time in your entire fuckin life, that it is always going to be there.

i said before - nothing in life is worth rushing for.

yet i wished i could've travelled faster than 140km/h last night.

i have never fought for her - never been there for her..

not even the last moments of her life.

this sunday @ east coast park was never meant to be ...

if only she could.

i'm taking it harder than i expect i would

because there are too many what ifs, i should haves and endless regrets..

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maybe the big guy above wants me to learn

maybe it is time for me to learn to grow up and be a true adult

maybe it's bad karma happening to me

maybe this is a lesson - cruel as it is

the morals, values - however painful

i have to learn

enlightenment

when you tried your best

but you don't succeed.

Life Is For Living

Life is for living - and i dont wanna live it alone.

I'M HOME~!!!!

Finally!!! I'm back in sillypore.

I was supposed to come back a couple of weeks ago - but there were so many things going on in my mind and my life and i just dread coming home. And of course, the biggest reason was my car - needed to sell it before i can come home.

The gods have answered my prayers and im absolutely delighted to be home.

In life, there are so many things that one has to face - positive and negative. I should stop running away from my problems and start facing them like a true adult.

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A song to celebrate homecoming!!!


Now I never meant
To do you wrong
That's what I came here to say

But if I was wrong
Then I'm sorry
Don't let it stand in our way

As my head just aches
When I think of
The things that I shouldn't have done

Cos life is for living
We all know
And I don't wanna live it alone

I sing
Ah, ah, oh
And i sing
Ah, ah, oh
Yes i sing
Ah, ah, oh

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LURVE THIS SONG.

This is a LIVE VERSION - so chris martin added the very last part.

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Life is for living and i don't wanna live it alone