helpless

Havent u had times when you wished stupid idiots do not surround you?

The one feeling that i absolutely abhor has to be the feeling of helplessness.

This feeling arises when i CANNOT help to improve my surrounding to keep myself happy and i have to compromise to other people's desires or worse - compromise to social norms.

i do not conform to social norms because i dont give a heck what people think of me.

You have no idea how bochap i am when it comes to that.

One of my lecturer told me before - in this world, if you dont stand up for anything, you have nobody disagreeing with you - but u dont have anybody agreeing with you either.

If you stand for something, there will probably be as much people agreeing with you as there are people who disagrees.

I hate it when i HAVE to do something :
- because it is the right thing to do
- i cant do the unthinkable

i really hate it. the feeling of helplessness.

i however wish i am in singapore for my birthday and not here.

oh well.

birthday pressies will be nice to elevate all these stress that im feeling from school.

money is definitely the preferred present - AUD, USD or SGD is fine.

other than that - anything else is fine too. I'm really easy. =D

tata!