Heavily in debt

i just realised i owe u guys alot of stories? there's clubbin part I tat needs to be continued. Then, there's the part i need to fill in regarding my old new car here - whose been treating me really well.
and the Destiny's child concert. hmmm..wat else? my gawd. i cant even remember.



But i really cant squeeze the time out to blog on those things as much as i like to.

i used to spend 1-2 hours blogging.

Then when i came to australia - i hardly haf tat kinda luxury.

all of the posts are quick half an hour posts - blogged under an extreme desire to blog and exhaustion. i bet some of u can tell the difference. I seldom blog about my views anymore. You know like Creative & Apple.

Gawd, i need to get my brains back.

They're still there, im pretty sure. They just need a little coaxing. Perhaps some of you can offer me some nice warm clothes for me? Perhaps a beanie? To keep my brains warm.

Weather's turned very cold.

First time, i actually experienced white "smoke" coming outta my mouth when i breath & speak.


And it's not even WINTER yet.

It wasnt me

For those of you who have been trying to figure out what critical thinking was & has actually demonstrated critical thinking when viewing my blog - good on ya.

Then..... you probably realised my previous post on moon & stars abit un-Angela? i dunno. Am i bloggin how i feel? Cos it shouldnt happen on this blog.

Recall my first entry - i should be bloggin on what i think. My opinions & views. Not my feelings.

Hmmm, or was that post about what i think?

Yep, i think you cant have the best of both worlds.

Muahhaah - i am writing under drastic conditions where i am serious in lack of a good sleep.

Next week will be better.

Moon & Stars

Every nite when i come back from school (in case you guys in sunny Singapore have no idea, nite time starts at 5pm here - cos sun had already set by 5pm), i cant help but look at the skies. Just like every morning, i look at the skies as well. The sky is so much bigger here!

Anyway, the street where i live in is really dark, actually in Australia, John Howard has no $$ to install better & brighter street lights, so i gets really dark on the roads at nite.

When i drove back & park my car at the side of my house, i'll walk about 10sec to my hse & without fail, i'll look up in the sky.

I love the stars.

Do u?

They intrigue me because they are in fact very big, in fact, huge & enormous, even bigger than the sun yet they appear so bloody tiny!! Like what SG looks on the map. Just tiny dots.

And because its really dark here at nite, you see heaps of stars like glitters decorating the skies.

Then, today i realised i see lesser stars.

The sky also appears brighter.

There's the moon.

I love the moon.

Isnt it beautiful?

Its only when im here in Australia that i get to see the sky better, see more stars & appreciate the moon better. I nv saw much of the moon when i was in Singapore. Maybe cos we live in flats?

The moonlight just brightens up the sky so much that you dont need much of that street lights.

At the expense of lesser stars. Well not technically lesser stars but its just that when the sky is bright like in the day, you cant see the stars can you?

It sets me thinking.

I love the moon & i love the stars.

But they cant coexist together perfectly.

If the moon appears (full moon, of cos), there'll be lesser stars in the sky.

If i wanna see more stars, the moon cant be there.

I think in life we face dilemmas like that all the time? You cant have the best of both worlds i suppose. Thats the way it should go, shouldnt it?

Like i wanna rush assignment, so i gotta miss that lecture. Haha, finding excuses for my misdemeanor.

The day i see as much stars on a full moon night as on a crescent moon night, shall be the day i struck the lottery where i win 25million dollars, so that i can travel around the world attending rock concerts and sponsor my dog and my better half to do that with me.

Wouldnt it be nice

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight & stay together

Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending

Wouldnt it be nice

Maybe if we think & wish & hope & pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldnt it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it

Wouldnt it be nice

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dont u realise oldies are always so short? or rather nice songs are always so short? Nah, jus oldies - come to think of it some songs from The Strokes are really short too.

The Strokes calls the Beach Boys as one of their influences & after hearing this song from the Beach Boys, i can see the similarity and hear the influence.

I wish to dedicate this song to all my good frens out there who's found their happiness after a pretty long search.

Good things are worth waiting for isnt it?

The best thing a boy can do for a girl is to mean everything that this song says.

And the best thing that can happen to a girl, is to be able to find that boy.

This is one of those songs that just makes me wanna go wear that wedding frock & say "i do'.

Awwwww i wanna get married.

Any takers?

(i can cook a mean meal. )

where the river flows

You know those survival quiz thingy? Always say something like if u can find a river that flows - means civilisation is within reach.

Just like if you're lost in the outback or some god-forsaken place - as u drove & saw a MacDonalds sign, you instantly KNOW civilisation is not too far.

Similarly, many things in life are full of signs. Not signs that tell u what to do (im sure god has signs for me; thats y i depend on my gut feel for almost everything in life & yep its served me well. NOTE: jus bcos im talkin abt GOD, doesnt make me a christian. Im a proud Buddhist.) but signs that make u aware of things happening around u.

There is a VERY famous "pink" blogger (im not gonna say who) & she happens to share the same birth date as me although she's a yr younger. That makes her birthday this year 21 & of cos, like every other pple, 21st birthday calls for a HUGE bday celebration. And she's blogged about all the nicest things that her frens have done for her. How they paid attention to the little things that she said & gave her the BEST presents on earth.

For a moment as i was thinkin how lucky she is to have such frens - at the same time - she must be a really great person to have such frens bestowed upon her - of cos, im not sure if i've frens like that.

But of cos - they're all around me. And i thank god for that

I've got a pair of brudders who bot me a very desired "PLAYBOY"car seat cover for my new old car. I loved it - and the main pt is they know i loved it. How nice to think pple actually pay attention to what you say?

And my very nice fren also advised others who wanted to buy me a pressie - cos he knew that i was gonna get a bean bag for my room. So here i am, happy & contented with my PLAYBOY seat cover & a nice bean bag in a royalty colour. (Make a guess - might get a prize if im in a good mood)

its nice to be in a foreign country on your own & have frens cool enough to remember your bday & give you presents that you like cos they paid attention?


what can be nicer than that?

Your old frens who remembered your bday even though you're miles away - too far to remind them that im turning bloody 22 this year.

Now thats nice enough already - at least for me.

Well, nicer than nicer or nicest would not be a good-enough word to describe my frens, man.

All in all - no amount of words or vocabulary i have - cant describe the kind of feelings i have when i received the card & how nice my old frens are.

Most of you probably have NO idea what im talkin abt - but then, its not meant to be.

This post is dedicated to a bunch of nice old frens back in sunny singapore - i hope you know who you are. You guys are da bomb - keeps me going when i get too stressed from my assignments.

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

and i have to exclaim.

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. I REALLY DO!

TA!