Friday, December 08, 2006

Light Surrounding You

You have to understand why I'm in love with Evermore.

I think in a way, evermore also reminds me of the numerous good (and bad) times in brisbane.

i got to know them when i was there.

and my first evermore gig ever!

and i met the boys. Pete is the most charming of all.

and when i told dann that he's my favourite one, he said im his favourite too.

and he was 19.

jon is the most boring of all. but he is so my type. cos he's the strong silent kind.

and it saddens me sometimes cos im stuck in singapore unable to catch evermore, possibly ever. unless i make trips down south ever so often which is not possible, unless i have cold hard cash and time which is not possible cos i spend almost as much as i earn and i dont think i can afford to take leave, which is sad cos i cant catch evermore.

i know im talking rubbish but who reads my rubbish anyway?

i know alot of my friends read my rubbish - alot of you dont comment or leave a msg on the tagboard - which is perfectly fine.

you cant force people to accept your perspectives & do things "the way you think is right".

i hate people who impose their thoughts on me.

as meek as i might look due to my size - i am not as meek as you think i am.

if i think in occasions where it is just best to shut up, i will.

i will however not allow mediocre minds and their egomaniac self take over me & force me to accept the discourse.

im extremely grateful to my australia education - and the invaluable experience others do not have.

thoughts and emotions aside, DREAMS MUST GO ON.

cos i realised they are the ONLY thing in this world that will keep you alive.

i think my daddy's dream is to drive a BMW & to walk me down the aisle. which is why he will keep on living till he gets behind the wheels of the german car & wear his black suit on my wedding day.

i think my mummy has no dream which is why she is living life by its day. i hope she finds her ground soon.

i think cjy's dream is to own another bike which needs money so his alter-dream would be to earn lots of money. which is why he will continue to neglect me and do OT until his dream is fulfilled.

my biggest dream to watch coldplay has been fulfilled - not once but twice - and i was so lost after that. i didnt know what to do and what to look forward to.

i still have unfulfilled dreams like RHCP, John Mayer, PETE YORN (cant believe i missed his OZ tour!) blah blah blah.

life still goes on.

you can live without a job (well not really..) but you cant live without dreams.

because you need dreams in order to sustain you through your job. there is no one job in this world that you will absolutely love because nothing is perfect.

dreams is the only things that keeps us going.

you know you need money to buy a BMW.

you know you need money to buy concert tickets & to travel.

so you keep your job in order to feed your dreams.

so you stay alive.

makes sense.. no?

then submit your case.





you dont need a broken heart, to know a heart can be broken.

you dont need to be deceived to know a lie can be spoken.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

April

april is a special month because it's my birth month.

then CJY came into my life and it's his birth month too.

well red hot chili peppers is gonna make April in 2007 so special.

then i jus read that John Mayer is making April 2007 special too.

i really really reallly wanna go!

Savings plan commence this month. which is extremely difficult because of XMAS & Anniversary.

V-Day is not important to CJY & ME.

pls pls pls make my april special to me.